i love when people run their fucking mouths about me and they dont know what the fuck they are even talking about...if your going to say shit about me fucking tell me and not the rest of this fucking shit hole!!!!

<3 cmeb

* shew... *

* w0rking and freaking c0llege is kicking my ass * i haven't been able t0 actually d0 well in all 0f my classes due t0 N0 time * my 2 0nline c0urses are a nightmare i'm NEVER taking 0nline c0urses again...h0pefully everything will be 0kay!!!*

* besides that everything is g0ing g00d i d0 believe*

* well it has been a l0ng while since i have actually updated and i d0ubt that this will be an actual updated either *

* sch00l *
shew it's driving me crazy!

*w0rk*
i have 2 j0bs and i'm bec0ming used t0 it*

*jac0b*
we're great!! i swear i l0ve that b0y m0re than anything!!

yeah well i guess that is about it*

* cmeb & jwm *

* aww...t0day is jac0b's b-day *

* . well i haven't updated in forever just wanted to let everyone i'm alive . *

. * Jacob Wayne Meade & I are perfect * .

* . I now work at Movie Starz . *

. * I am still going to school and working there also * .

* . welp i guess thats all i have to say i have to go get ready for work . *

* i'm an emotional wreck *
* please god give me strength to carry on *

I have lost a "special friend" and i found this poem and wanted to put it on here for him ( Read more... )

let's see...

* sch00l * i haven't been to any classes this week except Anatomy because two classes were canceled and then i just didn't feel like going to life span!!* i have a big paper due in english next tuesday when Dr. Brown gets back JESUS help me!!* i have a lot done but i need more...!!! THANK GOD break is next week!!* shewy i dread ( Read more... )

* welp jac0b g0es t0 f'n kn0xville m0nday t0 take the army test & get his physical *

* If he passes the physical and does good on the test he will probably work on planes *

* Then in about 2 years or less we'll be moving either to Colorado or New York!!*

Shewy i hope this turns out for the best*

i l0ve y0u jac0b wayne*

* shewy...there is a slight chance that jac0b might be signing up f0r the army ** I'm trying to look at in a good way because i know it will be for our best interest but it is still scary because of this damn war * but he is trying to think ahead and make sure he will be able to support a family & what not before we get married * shewy...i guess it ( Read more... )