Have you ever just once let your guard down and then BAM! you get smacked in the face.. and life seems to just stop and laugh in your face.. like hahahah I hate you... well that just happened to me today ( Read more... )

You know when you do something stupid and when you realize it.. its like too late? Well then finally you see what you did and there is that little bit of hope that maybe things will go back to the way they were or maybe that person will forgive you and miss you just that much to where they will give you another chance? Well then you get the jab in ( Read more... )

Well today is the beginning of a new month.. HURRAY!! This month means that finals are coming and school will be out... well for a bit that is, since I am taking summer classes... ahh well ( Read more... )

Well today I got to get a lot of things off my chest to a bunch of people which made me feel better and Im sure made everyone else including myslef put things into perspective and be content and happy with everything they are handed even if it is bad you can make a better situation out of it. Although Im still weary about a few things Ill learn to ( Read more... )

Today I worked late because its my spring break and work things its cool to keep me till 600pm when I opened this morning at 630am. I know it dosent sound so bad.. but working at a day care with 25 three year olds it can get kinda scary. I didnt get to take a lunch break eitehr, I got to go get coffee for everyone but didnt get to go eat lunch. ( Read more... )

Toady was a crazy day, I didnt have to work so it was good. But I feel rejected by some people today and it hurts. The person I want most to hold me when Im sad, cant becasue thats the one pushing me farther and farther away... ahh well nothing is perfect I suppose. But there isnt much more to the day so far I have class tonight at 630 and thats ( Read more... )

Today hasnt been bad so far... although at work all my kids were sick so Im bound to get sick as well, wich isnt something I am not excited about. AHH WELL! So far so good.. if anything changes.. updates will follow... have a good one!