it's snowing like crazy here! ahh, the wonders of snow! if only it weren't so cold! and if only we had such things as snow days ( Read more... )

...have just passed. if i had written this entry a week or so ago, maybe it would have been brimming with joy and optimism. but i knew it wasn't going to last. and sure enough, who has take my good mood and chuck it off an extremely tall building but my freakin mother. i feel like i never feel happy anymore, or content at the least. i ( Read more... )

i have to say, the two weeks haven't been too bad... i think it's probably b/c i wasn't stressing over any ap bio tests... i really should be more sociable b/c hanging out w/ ppl makes me quite content. i think what alysia said makes sense; if i were happy more often, i wouldn't be so out of control and totally hyper whenever i'm slightly in a ( Read more... )

i'll try not to write a novel ( Read more... )

ask if i'm my brothers' mom, go ahead! if so much as the thought that i'm my siblings' mom occurs in your head, you're going down!!! the next person that asks me if i'm my brothers' mom, he/she's going down!!! down ( Read more... )

a few things ( Read more... )

so much has happened since the last update (what, like 4 months ago?) but i'll refrain from writing another novel. basically this: soundfest chamber music festival in cape cod (2 wks), paris (1 wk), nat'l youth leadership forum (NYLF)on medicine in boston (10 days), and going to brookhaven nat'l laboratory (BNL) in between and afterwards all that ( Read more... )

i just wanted to update and say that for once, i've been pretty okay. for the last few days, my default mood was not depressed or overly-lonely. surprising. i was soo hyper on friday night. saturday night too. probably because i had a REAL weekend for once. no class on saturday and the meet was cancelled due to the torrential rains... yesss ( Read more... )

i've been quite good about not going on aim anymore. i don't even turn on my computer on (well, that's b/c i still haven't bought a new charger to replace the one i broke about half a year ago ( Read more... )

wow... i must be bipolar or something. last night, i was quite happy, taking pages of notes upon notes for history. and listening to new music i downloaded onto my rio player (the one tony gave me a few years ago that i've only recenly started using). i was actually cheerful and i was enjoying myself. *gasp ( Read more... )