tonight..i am really lonely. i miss my husband :(

so im freakin out cuz first this morning, i walked by madilynns room and her door was shut cuz i closed it before i went to bed last night. (madilynn slept in my room last night) anyways.. i here a noise comin from in there and it sounds like this llittle plus in fan was on. so i open the door and sure enough it was on. and i know that it was not ( Read more... )

wow. it has been a really really long time since ive been on here. but i always ready staceys so i know at least she will still get on and read this. lol. So ive beenr eally bored and lonely since jonathan left. i didnt think it would be this hard. before he left i was soo worried about him being lonely and sad that i didnt prepare myself for how i ( Read more... )

im really really bored out of my ass right now so i thought id write on my live journal. ive been stuck in the house all week long cuz the family is sick. it started off with just lyric. then lyric and jonathan. and then when they both got better. i got sick. lol. so its been a crappy week. lyric and i missed kileys birthday party and we really ( Read more... )

so i am moving by this weekend. im moving to oak island. not permenately but just until we find a place in wilmington. so i have to pack everything cept my clothes and some of lyrics stuff and put it in storage. i have this week to get all of that done. i dont want to move. i wont have any friends or family. everyone is gonna be so far away. but i ( Read more... )

So jonathan got the job in wilmington. which means we are moving there. im excited. but also scared and sad. he is leaving next sunday and i am staying here until december. i have to spend the week with out him and only get to see him on the weekends. hopefully. since we only have one car now its gonna be kinda hard for him to keep coming here. ( Read more... )

What Was Your Last ( Read more... )

man. i havent used this thing in a long time. but i think i will now. so im super sad. i really dont have any friends. i mean i have holly. we hang out quite a bit. and we have fun when its just me and her. but once her other friends come along i get ignored. which is understandable. theyve all been friends alot longer and know alot of the same ( Read more... )

Reviewing the year 2006 ( Read more... )

i was suppose to get my period like 5 days ago. im not pregnant cuz i took a test. but its like my pms is being dragged out and i can feel myself getting fatter and fatter every day. all i want is chocolate and other fatning foods. the other night i bought a dozen kristy cream donuts. im almost done with all of them. my sister and jonathan shared ( Read more... )