I feel like a big fat cow. my belly is wayyyyyy too big. and thats not the only thing thats big. my hips and thighs are huge. my boobs are startng to get big but thats ok. i have the worst back fat ever. and the nastiest stretch marks on my sides. im starting to get them on my boobs too. u cant really see them but i knwo there coming. i cnat ever ( Read more... )

I had the most horrible dream this morning. well actually the dream was good but when i woke up i was sad. i dreamt that we kept Papa even though he was hurt but then he started geting better. he still had blood all over him but he was running around. i put him in a stroller and was playing with him. and when i took him out he got up on his back ( Read more... )

I finally fell asleep last night. but it wasnt a good sleep. i had this dream that Papa ran away and i was soo sad cuz i couldnt find him. i was sitting ont he couch and my dad opens the front door and he comes running in the way he always would whenever hed get out. He jumped on my lap and i was soo happy. but when i woke up i was sad agian cuz i ( Read more... )

Tonight was the worst night ever. My puppy Papa Georgio got hit by a car and we had to put him to sleep. The only way they would have been able to save him was if we took him to Carry and his back leg amputated and then still had all this other stuff done to him and that would have costed well over $1000. So we just put him to sleep. i got to tell ( Read more... )

Its 2:30 in the morning and jonathan still isnt home from work. he called me about 10 minutes ago and told me he would be home in about 45 minutes. and thats why im awake. i was asleep when he called but then i had to go pee. so im up. i mine as well wait for him to get home. Today i ate lunch with my mom at Bangkok. it was grose. then we went to ( Read more... )

Tonight was alot of fun. first of all..today stacey and matt came over. we all played uno. then tonight me, stacey, meriel, and maresha met up at staceys house then went to ruby tuesdays to have dessert. staceys friend josiah was there too. oh and katie wachler met us there. i was suprised when i got home and jonathan was home. it made me happy. ( Read more... )

i miss jonathan soo much when hes working. like yesterday when he finally got off work he went straight to band practice and then by time he got home we were both tired. and the same thing is gonna happen today. well he said he would ocme home before he went to band practice so that he could take a shower but still. he wont be with me long. i mean ( Read more... )

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i had soo much fun with jonathan last night. he stayed home with me cuz hes been gone like every night this week and he felt bad. My parents went out to dinner so me and him made our own dinner. we made Baked Zitty. while it was cookin we played UNO. i use to be the shit at Uno. but hes better. lol. i lost alot. we ate and then watched The Day ( Read more... )