so life is... moveing slow as ever... jobless again... not really complaining seen as... ive been sick forever ( Read more... )

is it wrong to show affection?

when your talking to someone why does it seem like ur rushing when ur just trying to keep the fire going...

when is it to much?... (why does it haft to be that way)

its so hard.

im so glad its summer time...

and its fine time to get drunk and out of control as much as possible... exspcially with the few days ive had resently...

so who wants to get fucked up with me?

Gold lion's gonna tell me where the light is,
Gold lion's gonna tell me where the light is,
Take our hands out of control,
Take our hands out of control

Now, tell me what you saw,
Tell me what you saw,
There was a crowd of seas,
Inside, outside,
I must have done a dozen each

It was the height I grew, the weight,
The shell was crushing you,
I've ( Read more... )

( edgar allan poe ( Read more... )

wow.. im really amazed... i took my mood stabalizer yesterday and i can already tell a difference ( Read more... )

BRITTANY... i hope we are still on for friday... im really looking forward to seeing you...

*MUAH*

i was looking forward to seeing 2 of my friends ALL day and i went out to get beer but i couldnt...tonite and they canceled... i was crying and then heffay called and made me feel better...

HEFFAY SAVES THE DAY!

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im seriosly thinking about stopping my communication with alot of people... it would save me alot of sanity... and i could work on becomeing a better person and be good to people who deserve it... n not hold back to every one... im really a fun loveing person but when u cant trust anyone its fucking hard... real fucking hard.