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[stinky4bimbos]

i cant sleep... and i wish i couldnt eat but thats not my way of copeing... infact over eating is my way of copeing... welcome to my major fat over load... im misserable all the time... and i have lost most of my friends but i know theese years wont mean much in the future if i get that far and thats all that matters... shannon doesnt give a shit

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[morally_content]

im worried
ill call when my phone is back on

[stinky4bimbos]

i love you... i dont know im just going insaine ill be fine... dont worry

i love you.

[spit_on_urself]

tara we really need to talk.

i had no idea that you felt this way. we havent talked in so long. i really didnt know u were talking about me until you said something to me about it. and that honestly pissed me off that you would talk about me when i did nothing to deserve it. but even after all that, i dont hate you. no we may not be best friends or as close as we used to be, but i do not hate you. i care about you and what your doing to yourself. this is all so crazy. why are you so upset about me not being in your life all of a sudden? its like it all came out of no where.

please take care of urself. respond to this or just call me when you get this.

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[stinky4bimbos]

its not all of a sudden... i have felt this way for a longggg time and i tryed putting up a act liek i diodnt give a shit and blah blah blah its just driveing me crazy... exspecially when i saw u n we didnt say hi... it was like a breaking point... i didnt know we had drifted that far... it just got to me... and everything is getting to me...

and like its not that i hate myself cause ur not my friend... i just hate myself for a million reasons... so dont think i was just putting it all on that...

i called u n wished u a happy birthday a while after ur birthday i dont know if u got the message...

love you...

[stinky4bimbos]

well now that you no that i miss you misssserably... and that you dont hate me... hopefuly we can hang out sometime... and drink malibu and listen to music and dance around and take pics and watch family guy and aqua teen hunger force.... and ohh god the notebook... even tho that movie makes me angry that im not inlove... and that that bitch has ryan gossling and i dont hah

i dont know... that would just be awesome or atleaste i think it would... anywho...

i hope you are doing welll... im pretty sure you are it seems like your life is going really well... and im glad ur still with brandon... ive always liked him hes a good guy and they are rare...

i love you.
-tara

[spit_on_urself]

that sounds like fun.

we can make plans.

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