so my day?... it was alright normal monday night... group therapy at 6 till 7:30 and now waiting for my companys arival ( Read more... )

ive managed to push away one of the people i care most about... AGAIN ( Read more... )

one of my "friends" stole my moms wallet n i got it back today... what a nice wakeup call...

things are going good, back on the meds... as long as nothing upsetting happens then i should stay saine.

drifted from some of my friends... i really miss tod, becka, alex, kris, and im sure some other people... its just been a while...

"...never take it seriously, if you never take it seriously then you'll never get hurt, and you'll always have fun ( Read more... )

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle ( Read more... )

i dont know. I am upset at something in poticular, but its dumb, and i just feel un-loved/wanted/noticed.... and so on!

I JUST WANT FUCKING KATE TO COME HOME NOW!!!!

i looked back on my last entry and read every thing i dont even understand how i wrote everything out in such a horrible state of mind (mentaly ( Read more... )

warning: this isnt me being happy... this is me trying to let something out not to be read, not really careing if it is, maybe wanting it to be read by some but not all, this is only what i would put in my journal in a book but my hand cant write as fast as it types... and i dont wanna loooose my thoughts i want to look back at this ( Read more... )

so... i havent used this shit in a long time... probaly mainly dew to the fact all i wrote was how horrible my life is... NEED to stop doing that... or to start haveing a extremely large collection of drugs b ye my side ( Read more... )