Feeling a bit out of sorts this evening. I think I'm sad, though I'm not sure why. All of a sudden, I just felt like shit. like this wave of self doubt drowned me. all these words washed through my brain, "you're a fucking nobody. you have a shitty job. you're invisible. nobody likes you enough to give you a phone call ( Read more... )

I'm fuggin' trippin man. I have a slight fever, and I hurt all over. totally feel like shit. I guess I got what everyone else has had. ew this sucks!

I really want to change my journal. Update it and all that shit... Jinx and I made my LJ like 3 years ago, and I'm different now. Aside from my core values and musical influences, I have changed, so therefore I believe it is time for change ( Read more... )

FACE DOWN -by Link Eighty ( Read more... )

The night ended last tnight with me going to bed at 11:00 and not saying goodnight. I had ended a call from Jesse, the now estranged exboyfriend, in which he cried and begged my forgiveness for being such an asshole. Not to mention a dumbass, and a fuggin' CREEP. We were talking and I accidentally hung up on him, by pressing the flash button with ( Read more... )

I was in such an emotional wreck yesterday. And today I feel great. Sunday I had a date with Colin. Colin Burke. He's so hot and nice and he's fucking hilarious. We're going to hang out tomorrow, it will be great. He's three inches taller than me, kinda thin, he has ice blue eyes, very short light brown hair, and he works on cars for a living. He ( Read more... )

I am thoroughly exhausted, as I should be. I'm STILL running on like 4 hours of not the best sleep..
My mood for something or someone new occured to me earlier tonight, and I gave a customer of mine my phone number.I'm glad I did, he's cute and his name is Colin.
OhI cant stand it any longer. bye bye for now.
I love you all. Steenie Bunny

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My thumb is bleeding. ALOT. I cut it at work... yes, it was my fault but it hurts and it's bleeding through the gauze. FUUUUUCK ( Read more... )

movies ( Read more... )