The last month has been absolutely crazy. From moving into my new house, to going on tour with Bob Dylan around europe, to buying my new car. Its like every aspect of my life is finally coming together. I sat in the house the other day realising how mature I am now. I mean for a start I live in a house, not a flat but a proper big grown ups ( Read more... )

So loads of people have been reading this that shouldnt be. FUCK YOU! I have been forced to start a new one. Email me if you want to be part of it, and I'll add you as a friend. Yes I was stupid not to hide what I was saying from prying eyes, and shouldn't have been so naive to think that nobody what look at this. This is my last post in ( Read more... )

Okay, I'm in a bad mood now. I am not going to nantes. Both Olly and Amy have pulled out. Olly said he has a lesson he cant miss on thursday morning (and to be fair he cant miss any because he's failing LIPA at the moment). I told Amy this last night and she said she still wanted to go. And then she has just told me because she didnt work ( Read more... )

I properly feel like shit today :-( Well no, I had a good day. Got up early and went to the zoo with Amy. Had a great time, actually had a lot of fun at the zoo and spent all day there, which usually I get bored after about two hours. Then we took the bus to cheshire oaks and looked round the shops for a bit before coming back. Not much to ( Read more... )

Not sure how to feel lately. I'm a little bit pissed off. I just found out that olly has just gone to see 'Yes Man' with kirsty. Despite him saying to me before he left 'dont see yes man, wait till i get back and we'll see it together.' Massive bender, nobody I know has read the book so they dont appreciate the relevance of any of it. Pisses ( Read more... )

I just wrote the bitchiest letter I could think of. Ive been texting Kirsty for two weeks to try and find out when she can get this rent to me and still not one response. I have finally had enough. I need to know when she is getting me that money. And the more I started to think about it, the more it drove me mad. Her not paying me, her not ( Read more... )

Woke up with a splitting headache today. Think I have man flu! Sore Throat, blocked up nose, the works. Got up and made it to the sofa before collapsing on it and falling asleep again. Then decided I desperately needed some pills so went into town to get a variety of pain killers and the like. Luckily the arena phoned up last night and said ( Read more... )

Not a brilliant new years this year. I wanted a massive night out, I wanted loads of people, I wanted to meet people, i wanted to get wasted. Didn't happen at all. Nobody was in liverpool at all, so I spent it at the academy instead with Olly. Got a few beers in early and took them to the academy. Ended up drinking with Jamie for a lot of it ( Read more... )

Im lonely. Its been a while since I've felt like I've been surrounded by friends, by people that actually care about me. My head does stupid things when it is lonely...like looks up Kirstys facebook. Now I have it clear in my head that I don't want her, but out of loneliness and jealousy, I looked it up. Seeing the messages she has of other ( Read more... )

Two things have surprised me. The first is that reel big fish are playing in academy 2 when they are in Liverpool (thats the smaller 500 capacity venue). So doesn't look like they have sold that well. Its bad news because it means they are fitting them onto a very tiny stage with me at the side. Shows that they arent as big as they once were. ( Read more... )