this sadness is wearing me out.

i feel myself becoming a recluse.

some times when i am at work i feel like writing things ( Read more... )

i think the more i get to know about a person, the more afraid i am to walk in the dark. the more afraid i am of them when they completely change themselves and their surroundings into something you'd never expect. i realize that there is something in myself which i have to change because my conclusions in which everyone comes down to a very ( Read more... )

the sun shines behind you like a light bulb i kiss you roughly until it hurts my whole body and doesn't even feel good i kiss you as hard as i can so you can feel how angry i am that you do not know me and you do not know me you know? i kiss you and all the while i'm thinking of what it would be like to you if you never heard my name again-- an ( Read more... )

he said 'i don't know if i made the right choice' and then i vomited up my taco bell all over the asphalt.

this is by far the worst day of my life.
i will miss you more than anything.
fuck.

i am going to work full time next semester. probably an office job. i am going to take classes online or in the evening and save money like crazy. i am going to apply to the art institue of california- san diego next fall. it is going to cost me $75,560.00 to get a bachelor's degree in advertising. i am going to move to san diego some where in ( Read more... )

( sidewalk )

( dear carissa, )