She finally awoke. The building was...gaudy, in her opinion, with crimson colored walls and gold panels on every available space. She sat with a loud groan, fingertips gently massaging her aching head. “Where...what the hell?” she muttered, looking around at the group sleeping around her. There were six of them total, four girls and two boys. “I'm ( Read more... )

I look into the mirror

I look into my soul

I try to find something to hold on to,

'Cuz I feel I've lost control

I don't see any beauty,

I don't see anything worthwhile

All I see is a monster,

a stupid, ugly child

I tear myself apart inside

Punish myself for supposed crimes

I lie each day, when asked if I'm doing well

As long as I wear long sleeves, I guess I ( Read more... )

I met a man,

One day as I traveled,

his eyes were intense,

his breath was hot,

and I was moved

And compelled to speak to him my innermost thoughts

And as tears ran down,

I saw this change

A change in him,

A change in me,

and as that change came over us,

A tremor, a quake,

a full blown attack

and, while I sunk slowly,

painfully slow,

he just smiled,

led me back ( Read more... )

I lay, cold on the floor,

Lips bleeding, lips numb

You've just finished with me,

And you take your leave

Like I was a doll,

Like I was a pet with no common sense,

You even ruffle my hair and tell me to be a good girl

My wings are broken,

My heart is gone,

And for such a long, long time,

I knew that I would someday repay you for taking my innocence

I want to ( Read more... )

There is a land,

So grey and shaded and dull,

And the people are but whispers

And the water runs thick with cloud

It is here that I rule,

I, the princess of Disdain,

Am well loved by my subjects

And pampered to extremes

I am sorrow embodied

I am feeling untouched

Boring, yet so powerful in my blank way,

I alone am the might of this place

My crown is of thorns,

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Bats are your servants,
The mice and rats, your ladies in waiting
Satan, Lucifer, Beelzebub, King, Foe
He is yours, the attentive prince,
Your castle is built upon corpses,
Your garden the ruins of civilization,
Your silk dresses and delicate jewels of bone, were weaved by the bone thin fingers of the furies,
Who wail and scream and cry and beg
"What we ( Read more... )

Silence eats away your flesh,
And the snake of rancor eats your heart
Hatred is in human nature, is it not?
So, my darling Father, do you hate god?
A ghost, a ghost,
You are only a ghost,
All cartilage and disease
You killed us, you dammed us all
And yet you walk before us, head held proudly,
And arrogantly,
High
You, God-molded man,
Are the fore bearer of my ( Read more... )

Yellow apples
Drip like dirty gold
From the tree of knowledge
Snakes, lizards, dragons
All wait with baited breath
For Eve to make her move
The sky screams, ripping at the seams
Tearing itself apart
And Eve speaks the tongue of a dirty language,
Licking her lips and
Letting her pretty eyes roll
This is woman
Weak, strong
Brave, stupid
Adam grabs her wrist, ( Read more... )

And forth from the cursed trees of Heaven and Hell fall
Rotten apples
The most delicious you've ever tasted
And there Adam and Lilith and Eve
Wait for me
Loving foes, the three
They wait,
With patient snakes curled about branching weeping willow arms
And small ferns growing from their heads,
A halo
Horns
To fight them, one must simply  pluck the wormwood from ( Read more... )

Its raining,

The night cold and clear

And here I lie,

Abandoned, frozen, forever alone

The silence hums in volumes

“No one loves you,

No one ever could.”

And if I am to believe this voice,

Then fighting just seems pointless

But downing, being caught on a lone fishing line,

Just seems silly to me

I've fought this far,

So why won't the Silence just let me be?

“ ( Read more... )