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----- After this journal entry.. My journal will be friends only.. sorry bout some of my friends that arent on my list ( Read more... )

What do you do..
When the one thing you want,
the one thing you can't live without..
is the one that made me cry,
the one thing that messed everything up..

I dont know what to do.. i can not stand not bein his... all i do is think about him.. 
All i dream about is him.. 
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it jus sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dont know what to do ..
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Jeff an I are over.. done with .. 
im hurt.. im confused an i still love him.. but i dont put up with cheating..
hope he is happy wtih his 15 yr old slut

Come what may...

i got bored an wrote a poem i dont know why.. eh feelings.. they suck

anywho its called

Thanks for settin me free

I can't pretend im not hurting inside,

When my eyes wish to cry,

My skin aches to bleed,

but i refuse to feed that undying need,

what would it prove,

nothing to you,

just a memory stuck like the rest,

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BABY POOLS ARE NOT TOYS! I REPEAT NOT TOYS!

yes its true.. i almost drowned in a baby pool..
First:
I was fuckin around goin " look ima drown"
Second.
I slipped an almost did..
Third:
I came out face wet drippin water.. ugh it sucked.
Fourth:
I'm gettin my tan back wee.. 
Last but not least:
I love you Jeffrey!!! an miss you so much too!

Note to self:
Jealously sucks..an i need to stop it
Note to self:
Don't blare stereo system to loud the speakers blow
Note to self:
When coffee is hot.. IT IS HOT..
Not to self:
Noting to self is retarded.
the end