Well tonight was ok.. my friend Theresa found out that i was leaving for my dads tomorrow an wanted to spend the nigth with me an have a semi goin away thing.. So i went over there didnt see her car knocked on her door then walked in.. luckly my cousin was still there.. Theresa had left to go get our friends Joel an Jessie.. so they got back an ( Read more... )

I jus read most of the entrys bout dave.. meh i was lame.. I think i only wanted to be with him cuz he didnt wanna be with me.. but i realize taht i'm happier without him.. an happy with jeff by myside.. Though jeff is a nerd its so ok.. i love it.. even when he corrects me ( Read more... )

I keep writing so much an jus deleting it.. Seems i can't put into words what i'm thinking..nor feeling.. Tonight i drove home from indy an got straight on the computer in hopes jeff would be on to talk to him cuz i miss him like mad, an to my suprise he wasnt on.. an he didnt leave me a msg sayin he wasnt goin to be on.. so i sat an waited an i ( Read more... )

I haven't wrote in this forever.. an now seems like a perfect time to do so ( Read more... )

IM NOT.. OK ( Read more... )

I like someone x.X an im in a pickle.. * sigh * what to do..

Lets see wahts been going on.. Um.. got a love song sung to me by a cowboy that was fun.. got into a fight with a guy last night.. that was fun.. um.. got drunk last night.. an texted someone an told him i liked him.. an now i have to face him tomorrow.. so yea.. thats going to suck ( Read more... )

Lets see.. last night I went to this thing called Final Exit.. meh.. It would have been cool if it wasnt me.. but u all know me.. the depressed, fucker from next door.. yups.. but this is how it went ( Read more... )

HmMmm.. Doesnt life just suck? not really.. not for me at least.. No i don't have Dave back.. an at the moment in time i dont care.. *grins*.. I'm back to talkin to someone an well they are helping me forget.. an showing me why i felt unloved at the time.. so yea.. its working ( Read more... )

I'm so bored.. an i'm stare'n into space.. Had a lil fight with jeff from AZ .. but yea.. i could care less.. had a semi talk with dave last night.. he let me know thta i was wrong for sayin that i was certain that we are completely over.. so apparently we arent. good to know.. i wonder if im goin to marry him ( Read more... )