I love the beach, but I can only tolerate it if the sand is beneath my feet and i am on the shore. I have a huge fear of deep water. Even,  looking at it makes me nervous, so it was quite of a challenge for me to take these pictures, considering we were standing a bridge that was built over it.


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in my absence, i gave an attempt at becoming more social, had too much champagne, worked til my guts decided to regurgitate, and even though i've cried heaps over the bad days; most of my crying was due to the fact for the first time in my life ive found someone who sincerely see’s beauty in me- in what i am, when i don't even know what that is, ( Read more... )

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every so often, i get in these moods where i feel like all i really want is to go about my everyday life completely unnoticed, without any sort of acknowledgment from anyone- i just don’t want to feel like others are aware that i am around, alive, exist, etc, and as a result from this, i instantly make myself as busy as possible. i think i do this ( Read more... )

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