So today has been interesting.. I got a job at the exxon mobil down the street to which my uncle told me I would now be paying rent on the 5x5 room filled with his crap that was suppose to be free so I could get back on my feet.. At which point jenn wanted to go home again so she won't have to pay rent, and so she can get away from me.. So I ( Read more... )

Things in my life have taken yet another turn for the worst.. It seems jenn is unhappy with me, so she will be calling home very soon so she can go home.. I will be trying to go into the army, see how that works out.. If anyone wants any of my crap just let me know as soon as you can, otherwise it will be gone. I really hope to get in just so maybe ( Read more... )

Yeah baby!!!! *wiggles his crotch around* I feel all manly inside because I'm MAAAAAAANNNNN!!!!!!! *does the Hulk growl*

So as I have put in my AIM profile, I have started to work on RPG Maker again so if you have any Dungeon, Monsters, and/or Item ideas. Please feel free to pass them along as the game is coming along very well, thought it seems a little boring. I am making progress on it every day and it should be ready for playtest soon.. Soon as in probably ( Read more... )

I hate all things in this world and it has grown gray and cold to even the best parts of my life, I wish I could feel my legs but it seems I am being over taken by the evil in this world, I know my words don’t make as much sense as they should but Im just writing exactly what I feel and as we all know feelings are complex at best. I feel things in ( Read more... )

So I went and applied to a couple of places today, nothing yet so far but I will keep at it. I ran in to A friend who gave me a ride home and let me know they had my mail from when I lived with them. I've been trying to get back into the swing of things but it might take some more time. I bothered to read my friends journals and atleast make an ( Read more... )

I feel this darkness growing inside of me. I wish I had help.. I know that everyone says they're are there for me but it feels so much different. It's as if life has this really cruel sense of humor and gives me what I want but twisted. I have nice family who will treat me like I am A trader at market as well as I have a loving wife who doesn't ( Read more... )

Just in case your wondering the house is empty and will be that way till tomorrow morning! YAY! I am so Nakid right now its not even funny. I did my laundry nakid, ate dinner nakid and am doing this journal NAKID!