late night food and cigarettes really makes you think on whether or not your body really likes you.

-me

everyone who lives will someday die and die alone..

smile like you mean it..

www.myspace.com/jackoffjani. go there~xD

feeding off my infatuation wishing it was love..
-me

strange how those you are closest to know exactly how and who you are, yet you have trouble even describing yourself.

-me

i wonder if i should keep this thing going..i never update...i dont have any friends who comment. what's the point? eh. whatever.

-me

strange enough i am feeling that this christmas is most likely going to be worse than last year because at least last year i had a shit load of fun because my brother left me alone, my mom was rarely there and my dad was in afghanistan. i know that's bad to say that i'm happy my dad was in afghanistan, but i wasnt happy he was there, i was happy he ( Read more... )

i'm going to be eighteen in 18 days. why the hell wont my parents let me do anything? why do they treat me as if i'm still young and naive and twelve years of age? am i not old enough to do whatever the hell i want with my life now? am i not able to stay out LATER than fucking ten o'clock? in korea, i was able to stay out past almost 11:30 when i ( Read more... )

and they say life is wasted on the young. what kind of bullshit is that? we spend our lives toiling away at mindless work that will lead us to "success" when really we dont get to have a life or experience anything at all. damn i hate living. and yes i do have a death wish, but that's to all the people i hate. besides. what is the point of living ( Read more... )

i believe that boys of ages 16-21 should always kiss because twinks kissing is so effing hot. so i'm going to leave my picture up. just for you^^ just kidding. i'll change it, once i find one that i like better. which will be soon most likely. i'm tired, bored and i dont really give a shit that i'm getting tubby around the middle because of all the ( Read more... )