this weekend was so so. friday was pretty bland poker and blah blah blah. i went out with this girl on friday that i met at mike ds last weekend. she wasnt my type at all. she was nice but horribly annoying. she likes the song "dont stop believein" by journey. not my thing. i played magic on sat it was horrible not fun at all. im starting to say im ( Read more... )

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4 years of fake i want to break your face. the misguided beauty to true blue and false for stories. the like minded bury me in the fire. the broom swept me up and sued me. you keep listening to those voices they will stray you from your path in you head. its a clouded place. your mistrust and anger will blind you from happiness. i cant stand to see ( Read more... )

it was horrible yesterday. i tried my best to turn it around but i failed to do so. everything just kept bogging down on me. i feel worse than i ever have before in mylife today im gonna try and stay at work all day i need the money and it will help to get over all of the bullshit while im here. i hope i can maintain at work today. i need to be ( Read more... )

at last by etta james is playing behind me. i love that tune. im heading home after work to do some drinking alone. if you want to join just call. im in that holiday mood. i get really crazy around this time of the year. its not that im depressed as much as thing just bother me. i get frustrated easy. i dont feel love like i do in the summer. in ( Read more... )

lonely stranger inside the face of fears. im a melodramitic dreamer and thats just the start i might be the best if emotion was the art. time can take tolls line can make cold. the signs on the wall can make the world fall. eyes of the diease bring you to your knees. the lies of the old makes us all fold.melodramitic dreamer and thats just the ( Read more... )

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another day another dollar. im at work. i was so happy last night amber called me and told me ghost was home. i know i dont live there anymore but all of those cats are my cats as much as ambers. i love all of them alot. it was driving me mad knowing i wouldnt have a chance to find her. i miss all of them very much. its gonna be a long night im ( Read more... )

train is at the station friends. yes i see what is the answer. work is crazy. i love my job and the people here. i just need something new in general. i find myself watching tv everynite and that isnt me. im going to start limiting myself to certain days to watch tv. i will watch tv on sundays mondays and thursdays. that sounds like a plan. i only ( Read more... )