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so im pretty sure im moving to IB on the 23rd. thats so soon. and i found out today ashley kindrick isn't going to be going to job corps. so that means im going to be going alone. i hate being alone, in a place i don't know at all. hopefully i'll make new friends. its like im starting a whole new life kinda. IB seems so faraway from Serra Mesa.

so i snuk out last night to hang out with Eric ashley and Brian. Eric is an asshole, he has a mouth on him. and let me tell you i don't like it one bit, because for one he talks to much shit, and he can't even fucking kiss with that smart ass mouth of his. why do most guys i meet only want one thing man. it sucks, you think you find a nice guy the ( Read more... )

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when will all of this stop. drugs. man, when i was young i never thought in a million years i would do the things i've done. i mean yes, it could be worse. but it could also be better. i need to get out of serra mesa before i burst. how can drugs be so fucking controlling. it's madness.

oh yea, and for the record.
marijuana is not a drug.

okay so i came up with the 48 dollars for those pills. they are so expensive. but its all worth it because i have been partying alot. im so worn out, haha ive been drinking like for 3 days straight. seriously, me and sara start at like 12 and just get fucked up the rest of the day. its pretty cool. but i'm going to be doing E tonight i think, so ( Read more... )

okay so last night i kinda fucked up by smoking a shit load. hopefully i'll get 40 bucks for those pills. lets just hope i can come up with that money. however, last night was pretty fun. there was leah luis kenny caris alex rena umm marcos and im kinda bad with names so i don't remeber the rest. we all smoked a shit load. it was groovy.

thought this was cute.


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so...i'm starting over. i've smoked weed for about 4 years now. along with a variety of other controlled substances we won't mention. and it's time for me to stop all the bull shit.im 17, i guess it's time to actually grow up, move out. it's scary. leaving behind all i've ever known. i was born and raised in this shitty neighborhood and i have to ( Read more... )