All of his family is on my myspace page so I can't talk openly about how I feel about ANYTHING. I want to move out, it's NORMAL for couples to move out of a parents house after so long... EVERY FUCKING PERSON in this fucked up family thinks that it's fucked up that I want to take MY SON, Shauns and MY son, and move out. I am SICK TO DEATH of Shaun' ( Read more... )

I don't understand why it didn't work, me trying to commit suicide last time. I had to fucking tell Shaun, and he had to fucking take me to the hospital. Don't be stupid, I won't kill myself or anything, I just think my life would've been so much easier if I died that night instead of what I've had to suffer since then. I wish I didn't find out I ( Read more... )

Some bright morning, when this life is o'er ( Read more... )

Going through another one of those, weird... not so sure what my mind is trying to say, type of moods. Deleted all of my entries again. It needed to be done. I don't want to type about what I've been doing. I don't want to type about emotions. I don't know what I want to type about in this thing. I want it to be raw. I want it to be new. I'm tired ( Read more... )

I'VE GOT A DEAD JOURNAL!!

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