My heart hurts
it is heavy
My heart can't beat
it is tired
My heart is throwing up
it is unwell
My heart can't breathe
it is killing itself
My heart is selfish
it wants it all
My heart will sacrifice
it has no shame
My heart is so very heavy
it can't beat
My heart is cold
it is a tragedy

I've been very busy with school so far and well I'm glad. I'm determined to be the best that I can be this year. I need to be. This year and the things that go along with it have made me think. It's made me think of aspects of my life that I've overlooked in the past ( Read more... )

I can't believe my summer is so uneventful that I have resorted to an ugly internet survey that shows how bad you are or something. As vomit inducing as it is, ladies and gents, the survey ( Read more... )

I stole this from Julie's journal and so on and so forth ( Read more... )

So I haven't been dead or anything, I've actually been working. Some lady from Liz Claiborne called me early one morning and made me come see her and then she gave me a job. I was very excited and then it all crumpled. Middle aged ladies can be really cruel and I seriously didn't know how to react to those things. I'm really surprised by people ( Read more... )

So haven't been doing anything to amazing this summer. I mean I've done things like I went to the fireworks on Canada Day with Christine and Dave and that was fun. I just don't have as much to do with Jacqui gone. I miss her company an awful lot. See Jacqui, we hang out everyday and then you leave for a month and I go into withdrawl. My oh my. Last ( Read more... )

This summer is turning out to be breaking the ritual of chaotic summers. I don't know but something's very different. I haven't been doing too much lately but I suppose that's almost a good thing because I've been able to think more and read more and write more and draw more. I think it's going to be a rather productive summer in that aspect but ( Read more... )

So I registered to vote today. Whohooooo! My life now has meaning. Summer is already excrutiating. Jacqui's in Almere and then going to Alberta for a month and a half so then I don't feel comfortable hanging out with my other friends because I don't know it's just like that. And then Christine is a cool cat with many a friends and well there are ( Read more... )

I think that I create drama in my life and I think that's funny. I think I create this drama so that I'll rack up some good stories and life experience which is okay in my books. Good stories are always fun like the one below, way below, about how Lisa ditched me and my adventure home and also getting high for the first time and Efraim. They all ( Read more... )

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