my life are way too ironic. such a weird thing happen to me all the time. an old friend, who i haven't spoken to her like.. ages asked me the other day if i want to come back and be friend of her again. i said okay, why not ( Read more... )

i have a new hair cut! it looks awesome. pictures soon, i hope. my camera is a bitch. it's like- undercut and above it's redish blonde, something weird. and it's really short. i've never had such a short hair before.

my friends are going to freak out.

http://lovelessacrifice.tumblr.

the sun has already gone, but not my bad moods. i hate when i feel so down. today i decided to deal with my inner demons and to deal with bad memories. it wasn't easy, and the process is not complete yet.

i have to recommend you for a really beautiful movie: 500 days of summer. this movie is an absolute joy. also the soundtrack is really amazing ( Read more... )

time to pretend that i am still seventeen. today is my 18th birthday! luck, joy, happiness and pain killers.
bday picture

i really try not to fall apart every time i see how my ex best friends moving on with her with her life, escorted by joy and happiness. actually, it pisses me off ( Read more... )

everyday i feel more and more hollow and reckless. i can't be nice to people i don't like anymore. i gossip about them with other people i don't really like. school finally started. i missed all my friends i haven't seen all summer. i lost my two best friends, though. we just... don't connect anymore. everytime i think about it- tears begin to ( Read more... )

my family has just gone to europe... idk where in europe, though. and i have the house all for myself, and my little sis. hate her - i am pretty sure she'd bring her old boyfriend and they'd have sex all weekend. i hope i can make this place to crack house ( Read more... )

i sick of this summer. i want winter. hey, guess what? i finally got my new car! i mean, not a new car... just new to me. i don't know what i am doing here? i should drive all day right ( Read more... )

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oh my god, i absolutly hate this house. my dad and mom got into a huge fight two days ago, and he left the house. he hasn't answered the phone since. gosh, what was he thinking? my parents have never fought before. it's weird and annoying to me. some advices from personal experience?