As much as I thought this semester was going to be awkward, so many positive things happened. Geography with Amber turned out to be amazing because I loved getting to know her all over again and hoping it won't end here. I made friends with Tiffany which is way cool and less dramatic. And Ashley...meh-we're only on a talking basis but that's ( Read more... )

Quiet now ( Read more... )

So...here I am yet again. Crazy eh? Lots to say I suppose. So lets start with the biggest part of my life: Dayne and Norma. I guess that's best part of Becca leaving. Most of you have had the opportunity of meeting them which is GREAT. They make me super dooper happy. Could be two of the greatest friends I have found in a long time (not to ( Read more... )

Yes...it has been a while since I've embraced the world of LJ. I'm surprised I even remembered my password. HA! What a loser. But it was really good reading up on what's new with my remaining 3 friends on here. Becky: you're always uplifting with your entries. Laura: You just kick ass in general. Ginger Muffin: I want to make you smile ( Read more... )

I've been apologizing to a lot of people that I've hurt in my past...but this goes out to that ONE person that I will never say sorry to...just because I have NOTHING to be sorry for. I will be nice and not mention your name, but since you're so fucking interested in what's going on in my life--you'll read this and know exactly who you are...and ( Read more... )

I think I just spent an hour on here trying to go back and read all of my entries. Ummm...yeah-I totally forgot exactly how long I've been on this site. HAHA! Wow! I was trying to see how fucked up shit's been the past couple of years and DAMN! I complain a lot. Barf. And I look and see how many times I've said I'm sorry. I DON'T WANT TO BE ( Read more... )

Being in a relationship with tension along the edges causing you to suffocate in your own self loathing...really makes you think about everyone in the past that may have felt the same way. I don't want to waste any more time doing things I truly hate doing...like...hurting people. I'm only hurting myself to look back at all those I have been ( Read more... )

So much stuff has been happening lately and I suck for not updating-I'm sorry. So my luck just sucks. As for the amazing people in my life this is for you ( Read more... )

The past few days have been a brief dose of history review. The person I was holding my feelings from is now up to date with "how the shit really is/has been". I never wanted to let it out...but I actually feel better by being open and honest. I mean...how far can you get in life if you don't screw morals and take things head-on. I've missed ( Read more... )

A long time a go...I met this amazing girl. She had a huge heart and so much to offer anyone she wanted to be with. She gave me the chance to show my care for her...and that I did. We spent many days together up until the time came for me to depart. She was the last person I wanted to hug...to kiss...to love--and she was. When the distance set ( Read more... )