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stoner_gurl420

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Jul 16, 2006 18:55

god.
how do i get myself into these situations?

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star_stealer13 July 17 2006, 03:09:07 UTC

Everything ok?

stoner_gurl420 July 17 2006, 16:16:19 UTC

yes. and no.

charack July 17 2006, 03:19:38 UTC

The belief that it will be different this time.

stoner_gurl420 July 17 2006, 16:16:45 UTC

but they never are.
on top of a fear of rejection.

But as long as you.... charack July 17 2006, 16:49:14 UTC

...have the courage and hope to keep trying it will eventually lead to the real thing. Nothing worth having comes easily. Just hang in there.

Re: But as long as you.... stoner_gurl420 July 17 2006, 19:09:02 UTC

fer sure.

vonenemy July 17 2006, 05:44:05 UTC

It is the universal construct...unavoiadable.... ride the wave hon...it will be over soon and life can continue...

stoner_gurl420 July 17 2006, 16:18:40 UTC

naw, it's not that the situation is "unavoidable".
it totally is.
the question being, "do i want to avoid it or do i wanna ride the wave".
both can potentially do some damage.
it's just, which damage do i want?

shiva_kun July 17 2006, 06:38:51 UTC

...because you can? Karma? Destiny? Boredom? Habit? Deep-seated conditioning? A need for this shit to happen at a subconsious level?

stoner_gurl420 July 17 2006, 16:19:52 UTC

i think it's a mix of because i can and cuz i wanted it to happen on a subconcious level.
but at the same time, it's all on my side.
he possibly feels nothing.

benauy321 July 18 2006, 05:38:08 UTC

Because youve got the time to place yourself in these situations?

stoner_gurl420 July 18 2006, 07:03:53 UTC

no.
they just sort of creep up on me and happen.
i almost have nothing to do with it...almost.