I want you to see it. The blood spilling from my stomach. Look you dead in the eye as life drains through the hole in my chest. Ill grab your hand and shove your fingers into the newly rendered orifice,. Probing my wounds like thomas. To prove to you i was here and i bleed just to show you truth. Pull back the ribs, FEEL them cracking with ( Read more... )

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....and the rain fell. Sifting through turbulent seas. Shifting the footing to clasp tight around the guard rail as the deck sinks toward waves. it waits in pure darkness. To swallow you up. And fill itself with your light cuz it has none of its own. Jokes on the old man. Im just as deep and empty as he. Its around my feet lapping at my ( Read more... )

Im wasted and buske is talking. About his potential. Its all good news. A rock star. These are the days that all things burn. That everything weve wanted is ashed. And born again through the terse soul and our dreams take flight. Mother fuckers!!! Leaf trough me like so much ancient parpyrus. Our knowledge will be splattered on the wall, ( Read more... )

a smooth breeze rolls over my face and into my fingers. Warm and delicious, with no regrets. A whilly new gale that brings the summer with it. Vaulting over barriers and sliding into dark. Catch it if you can. Lay flat, mould into the earth and give seed with bated breath and sqeeze between the panes. The air out there cant seep in me. Im ( Read more... )

I am alone. The quiet sound of space. It envelopes me. Drowning only hurts if you let it. It is all inevitable. Lonliness, pain, death these are things that happen even if you take every percaution. Wrong choices are made and you live with them. The doorways close and you are exposed for what you are. A FRAUD!!! I can feel the liquid in my ( Read more... )

I get drunk most days. The days that dont matter that merely splatter filth on my front page. Blood and shit mixed with canned laughter. These are the seconds i wish i had back. The ones trying to drown out confusion. The sheer dis-solution of it all. Trust is cheap. Action is expensive. I somtimes ponder on if i would be cost less for me ( Read more... )

Feeling the pulse. The bump of relization. Buring the brand into your face. THe night spills into your mind. And slids the sense from your head. To watch the others bump and grind like a lab experiment. They have this passion this lust, where did that go. That need. The last cigarette, Put it out on me.

the calendar is on life support and its skin is flaking off only a few layers left to the bone. It leaves him looking like one of those models from biology class, the ones with the clear skin so you can see the organs and bones distortedly but still definate. He stares up through watery eyes his sight failing from the lack of oxygen and ( Read more... )

Cant sleep cuz of the humm of the street light permeating my rural road. It cuts through the autumn air like so much atkins friendly rolls. Thin, tasteless and ultimatly forgettable. These altered states get me to sojurning through what it is that makes up me. I think i've hit apy dirt...its nothing. Im hollow and cave at the slightest ( Read more... )