Are you there?
Are you watching me?
As I lie here on this floor
They say you feel what I do
They say you’re here every moment
Will you stay?
Stay ‘till the darkness leaves
Stay here with me
I know you’re busy, I know I’m just one
But you might be the only one who sees me
The only one to save me

Why is it so hard?
Why can’t you just take ( Read more... )

So i think this weekend I am going to turn off my cell phone and computer and just stay in bed. That way i don't have to deal with anymore lying or finding out that someone else has died.

You WILL be mine...

Canon EOS 8.2-Megapixel Digital SLR Camera


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All I know is that you're so nice,
You're the nicest thing I've seen.
I wish that we could give it a go,
See if we could be something.
I wish I was your favorite girl,
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world.
I wish I was your favorite smile,
I wish the way that I dressed was your favorite kind of style.
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So Alecia called me tonight crying and asking if I could work for her tomorrow morning. I figured her dad was probably sick again so I naturally said yes but at the same time all I wanted to do is selfishly start screaming NO ITS MY DAY OFF!! I hate that place so much lately. I have never really liked it but lately I just cant stand to be there. ( Read more... )

All the signs are there.
I can feel it coming.
I just hope its not as serious as it was before.
I dont know if I could handle all that again right now...

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth

Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
Still I can't say what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me ( Read more... )

I hate getting two hours of sleep ( Read more... )