well i was going to go to the bar tonight. but instead i'm sitting here reflecting on the previous year. Well where do i start...i suppose the beginning of the year? Well about this time last year i was chasing a girl that would pretty much control my mood for the next 5 or 6 months. Yeh about that.....i was an idiot. I thought i found love again ( Read more... )

times change, people change, the question people always ask themselves about life is "why?" the answer is why not. In life you'll meet people who will change your life sometimes for the better sometimes for the worse but everyday we are making connections to our future because what we do today will untimately produce who we will be tomorrow. I'm ( Read more... )

eh. just thinking about stuff again. i looked at pictures from last year(freshmen year) and i realized its been a year since my world turned upside down. at the start of 2005 up until last june i was so happy ALL the time. i miss that. Before June my parents were still together, i was dating Jenny, and still had a ton of friends in Kewanee. What a ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in awhile so for those who dont know this is whats going on right now. I'm staying in peoria this summer. it started off pretty good its kinda in a slump right now but hopefully it will get better soon. i'm currently working at "the Tee Shirt King" doing tshirt graphics it's pretty sweet i like working there. and hopefully next ( Read more... )

OK here it goes this goes out to you...you know who you are ( Read more... )

There is no turning back ( Read more... )

Alright so what a couple of fucking weeks. It's finally clear to me know that what i had is gone. Two weeks ago i had the world in my palm. I was so happy. I had a beautiful girl that was making me so happy. And of course, my drinking ruined that. But it's not only her that has made me realize my world is not stable. I hate having to hear my mom ( Read more... )

i am in the worst mood tonight. who the fuck does this girl think she is? incase u are behind i have been seeing/talking/dating this girl since the middle of january. everything was great until she goes home for spring break then suddenly she doesn't want a bf/significant other. but as soon as she gets back she wants to be with me and we make out, ( Read more... )

So fine you all got me. I'm broken down again. I'm in the same spot i was last september when i was depressed. I dont know what the fuck to do anymore. I never feel like i'm doing anything right. All my peers seem to have zero confidence in me. I really wish i could just find something that makes me happy...somethat that cant be taken away or leave ( Read more... )

so yeh its been awhile since i've wrote in here. i've been so funking busy lately but i'm handling it. My classes are going well so i'm happy. I love my printmaking class, its just such an interesting and cool style of art. My graphic design class is funking sweet also hell all my classes are awesome bio is tuff but its still interesting. Things ( Read more... )