I realized I'm MUCH happier taking music classes ( Read more... )

I'm officially out of Calc II ( Read more... )

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ahh!!!

what more could go wrong?

God damn 'blackboard' on truview isn't working. 
the fucking thing won't show up.
so, thanks to that, i don't know what my fucking homework is.

NOT the best way to start off college.

first my foot.
next my inability to make friends,
then my fucking calc2 class.
now this.

what the fuck?
seriously.

i hate this.

ugh. i already got credit for calc 1 ( Read more... )

I go through these weird phases where i like college. and other times where i absolutely can't stand it.

this is one of those 'hating' times.

i feel like crying.

not because i'm homesick.

i just hate being crippled within the first week.
no one wants to be my friend because i'm slow.

i got ditched at lunch. 
because i'm slow.

and no one talks to me.

i try ( Read more... )

I just got done with my first Calc 2 class ( Read more... )

ugh.
i'm tired.
i kind of want to go to bed.
but i don't know where alex is.
i 'assume' she's out.
she never mentioned going out tonight. oh well.
i'm going to bed.

the concert was good.

i stil hate being crippled.
i still hate the pain.
and i especially hate forgetting to take my vicodin.

this is a sucky blog.

i can't stand this anymore ( Read more... )

today has been such a rollercoaster ( Read more... )