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hello. it's been fuckin long. how have you been? [shakes hands, hugs, plastic ( Read more... )

edging the dirt heaps
gracing some with a barbed crown
only to renounce

xxx

where is logic now
between my legs sapho reigns
tearing my lodged wing

xxx

beautiful kim why
why expose yourself to age
fabled eternal

xxx

it's like 9plus in the morning and there's a mcdonalds' sausage mcmuffin breakfast waiting for me at the dining table and a dog waiting for me to serve ppieces of that breakfast under that dining table. wellwell. my stomach is rumbling and in cramps at the same time. im listening to the strokes nardwuar interview and reveling in the whole 31mins of ( Read more... )

iamreadingthisbook wherebyinonechapter anewcharacterspeakslikethis. iguessheismeanttobesomesage whotalkslikeyoda. sotheentirechapter, wellmostofit, ismadeupoffragmentsandwordssotightlyknitted thatitgetssodamntedioustoread. andnowithinkyouwhoisreadingthis wanttoslapme forimitatingforwhati'veread andtomakeyougothruthesamefrustration. see, ( Read more... )

i got this from dearie princesseliza and really i've been itching to do one of this for the thrill of doin a lj-cut. ha!

( up on a hill )

all these years i dont know what it's like. until i got my own tv set in my own room. i woke up and there it was, stirring in its own cloud of styrofoam and new electrical appliance smells. so now a show called 'when cameras cross the line' is blaring and its very surreal. im not comin out until the year 2020.

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some things will just never change and when pieced together they become this beautiful tragic comedy, worse than a charlie chaplin. and the one common thing throughout is that the players will never know how funny it all is. lookin at them goin through their sad act. and somemore it is free, that silent laughter inside the knowing ( Read more... )

i've been good today. i ran errands, walked til my soles hardened into layers of corn. but that want of feeling needed and worn [maybe as a validation] is always weighing heavily upon my sense of 'righteousness'. forget, forgive, the same?

anyways, i got a red plastic shelf today from ikea which im supposed to mount onto my wall. by drilling. h*les ( Read more... )

"them and their kid are leaving for australia end of this year."
"like forever? permanent?"
"why?"
"he wants the job there. i often joke to her she's gonna grow up to be an aussie."
"yeah but they can't just leave you like that."
"yeah."

im hardless to say there's really no one for you now. even im not reliable for you.