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stop_the_static

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May 01, 2008 23:54

I'm.

I'm ready to talk now.

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/Private/ statics_silence May 2 2008, 03:56:30 UTC

Talk to me, Harry.

/Private/ stop_the_static May 2 2008, 03:58:18 UTC

Two years ago, I was in Alchemilla. Dr. Kaufmann was my doctor. He hurt me to make me stay there.

To keep storing me with White Claudia.

I was storage. And I'm. Worth. A lot of money, I think.

He came here for me. And he hurt me. And told me to be quiet.

I'm sorry I didn't say anything sooner.

Re: /Private/ statics_silence May 2 2008, 03:59:27 UTC

CHRIST, HARRY! SHIT!

... Harry-

I-

I don't know what to say...

/Private/ stop_the_static May 2 2008, 04:01:57 UTC

You don't have to.

I was quiet, because I was scared. I was scared, and he was feeding me White Claudia, and I was too cowardly to fight back. To tell anyone.

I'm...

I know I'm terrible. I'm sorry.

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cmdr_pinstripes May 2 2008, 05:00:55 UTC

I'm listening, Harry.

stop_the_static May 2 2008, 05:03:08 UTC

I, um.

I'm not. Sure where I should start.

But you were right about Kaufmann. I was just... too scared to admit to it. He was hurting me. He's hurt me before and gotten away with it; I was scared that no matter if I tried something, he'd get away with it here, too.

I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I'm so damned useless, just like he said.

last_justice May 2 2008, 09:25:42 UTC

I know it's difficult to find someone to trust in a place like this, but always know that you can confide in the security staff should any of the doctors be abusing you. They do not have immunity.

[screened to Harry]
Is there anyone else that he was abusing? Someone who would try to hurt him in return?

[locked to Leon] stop_the_static May 2 2008, 13:17:51 UTC

I kind of have a hard time trusting professionals in a medical facility.

I don't know if he was hurting anyone else. Thinking about it, I'll say no; I don't see any reason why he would. He was... he was just here on business.

But that doesn't mean someone wouldn't try to hurt him. This place is nuts.

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batsugemu May 2 2008, 20:29:44 UTC

Harry.. what happened?

stop_the_static May 2 2008, 20:36:39 UTC

There's a lot that happened.

On my birthday, this doctor I knew back in the United States came here.

I have this drug in my blood, Mion. It's... really potent. Really potent. According to him, my blood is. Is worth a lot of money. And he was the reason why it was in me in the first place. So he came here for that -- and was beating me. Telling me to not say anything to anyone about it.

And I was too weak to do anything.

batsugemu May 2 2008, 20:40:27 UTC

... O-On your birthday? I didn't know, and I.. I acted like it was a good day..

I didn't know, Harry, I'm sorry.. I should have asked, I should have.. I would've helped, if I knew, but I..

I was a bad friend, I'm sorry.

You aren't weak. You're never weak. People who.. hurt others, they're the weak ones, that's what I believe. I believe in you. And I.. whatever this drug thing is all about, we'll get past it.. you will, and I'll help, and James, and..

I wish I was a better friend. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sor

stop_the_static May 2 2008, 20:43:03 UTC

Mion! Mion, no, you're a wonderful friend. When you came to my room with a birthday gift -- it meant so much to me. It made me so happy.

Even if you asked... I wouldn't have told you then, because I was too scared. Torn, Cybil, James -- everyone was asking me, and I wouldn't budge, because I'm a coward. Because I was so afraid of Kaufmann.

Please don't apologize. You really did help me. It... it was the first birthday in awhile that made me smile.

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