NEVER YOU MIND THE DAY

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Day 45

Your Name: Harry Mason
Suicidal Ideation: n/a
Homicidal Ideation: The truth would be too much for you.
Amount of Sleep Last Night: A lot more than in a long time, yet I don't feel remotely rested.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I was dead to the world. Could have been a corpse.
Moods Experienced Today: Don't ask what you don't want to

Comments

[statics_silence]

Harry...

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James?

[statics_silence]

Well I'm not going to ask if everything is okay. Because obviously it's not.Mind telling me what happened...?

[stop_the_static]

...It's kind of a long, really harsh story. Just to warn you.

[ludomania]

Rough night?

[stop_the_static]

In the shortest, simplest of explanations, yes.

[ludomania]

Every night's a fucking rough night, hm.

[stop_the_static]

This one takes the fucking cake.

[cmdr_pinstripes]

I don't like the rest of it, but the lack of suicidal intention is good to see. Not that I don't sympathize. You know I do.

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Suicide is pointless until everything is finished.

[cmdr_pinstripes]

Suicide is pointless period. It's a cop out.

We both know shits hit the fan harder then ever, but you give up now, or hold on to the possibility of giving up, you'll never get better. I don't want any of your 'I'm worthless' or 'I don't care's. They're excuses. We'll get out of this hell hole. The three of us. Sakura first, then you and me. Once that's stuffs out of your system, it'll be an easier ride up.

[stop_the_static]

Are you determined to prove my worth, Torn? After what's happened, I know exactly what I'm worth.

Regardless... I know I want to live to see her better. That matters.