I am sad. I feel like people are talking about me. Well duh I know they are, but I just hate being laughed about. The silence when you walk into a room filled with your so-called friends. Ha. And people wonder why I am so clingy with Donald. It's because I finally found someone who genuinley cares for me and someone that won't laugh when I do ( Read more... )

I have decided that if I am going to be goin to the Naz through spring I am only taking 12 credit hours this coming semester. I will have 19 hours by the time it starts and by the end of the year I will be up to 31. This sounds way too good to be true. Only 4 classes next semester? What?! Okay so I think I have decided what to minor in...maybe. ( Read more... )

I realize I am updating again ( Read more... )

how constant how divine ( Read more... )

i miss donald ( Read more... )

Hmmm... Let's see...Update on Life...duh duh duh

I've watched alot TV-MA on dvd...mmm ya... no comment

I've been going to bed at 5, waking up from 7-8, back to bed, and up at 11:30 in the afternoon, then off to go stay up all night again...

I have been packing for college. Isn't that an interesting experience... I have no clue what I need to take ( Read more... )

wow. loan stuff done. last minute dorm stuff is getting done. sorry bout the last couple post. oO well. that is how i felt so...blah. anyways i am excited to be moving out on my own. amy and i are going tomorrow for some shopping. wow. donald and i have been having fun just being bored and dumb with each other...which is btw...awesome! i have no ( Read more... )

I hope some people read this and respond back to me ( Read more... )

why do i keep on making the same mistakes? over and over again i see the same pattern. i hate this. why do i hurt people? i push my closest loved ones away. i get upset. stand up for a cause. try to prove a point. why do i try to be stubborn. i guess i was so sick of being the doormat but when i stand up i suddenly become the bullie. the second i ( Read more... )

livejournal is retarted.

goodbye.