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sorry but im way toooooo happy to stay here and write ( Read more... )

i love my friends.. they have to be the craziest sons of bitches i know.. but they are still always there for me when i need em.. lets see... friday.. i had to work until closing.. not cool.. especially when mike t, brock, chad, amy, michelle, and john all came up there and made THE biggest mess in the world for me to clean up.. thanks guys i owe ( Read more... )

i hate... a lot.. right now.. i dislike... one person ( Read more... )

in a way.. i guess i deserved it.. because ive done it before.. ive hurt people... but.. i dont know. ugh i just wanna be held?

i saw her today.. standing outside on the street. i walked out there to say hey.. as soon as i stepped out of the door he came out of nowhere and just swept her off her feet.. and hekissed her.. he kissed what i thought ( Read more... )

Gah.. Last night was amazing.. I remember everything as if it happened 5 seconds ago.. Every word that was said, every touch, every expression... I don't regret any of that.. never will. I'm so happy.. happier than I have been in a very long time. It started out so innocent.. started out as something simple.. and ended as so much more.

Just hanging ( Read more... )

yup... nm to say... today was a good day.. im looking
foward to this weekend... claire i cant wait.. i told you itd be
different and thank god it is going to be.. but im gonna go cuz yea i
have a lot to do and yea idk just yea... ha.... :-D ... gah so excited

broken down. hurts to breathe. words i hear don't mean a thing.
forget ( Read more... )

 last night was fun.. went and hung out with some friends.. i remembered how great my life is without the drugs.. u dont have to get high or numb to have fun.. you can do it all the same, even better, when ur straight and just high on life. i hatearguing with people... especially people i used to be close too. it ( Read more... )

yea.. my day just got completely worse.. what the fuck. i wasnt even gonna speak to her.. she thinks im crazy but shes the one who continues to bring up old shit.. continues to want to argue just holy fuck!!!! i swear im better off without all of them.. i neverthought id make one of these because i always thought it was gay but i ( Read more... )