so, in a fucked up drunken and drug induced stupor i posted to lj (apparently, i really dont have a recollection of this)...and then, much to my surprise, i received a reply from our dearest adam..which made me think, hmm...ppl still actually use this? anyhow...im comin to l.a. the weekend of october 1...im throwing a party (its a surprise) for my ( Read more... )

so i know that no one is going to read this, and thats what makes me happe..so im a fifth year, wut the fuck...i mean, im stoked i get to stay for an extra semester, but at the same time im scared shitles...boss keeps askin bout grad school...i dunno wut to study...i dunno wut to do with my life...i wanna help peeple...make a difference...this is ( Read more... )

well, i know i never write, but i wanted to say happy thanksgiving to everyone...i wish i could be home and see you all, but ill be home at the end of december, i think. my friends and i might stay in berkeley over winter break, who knows..anyway, POO ON KIMMIE...i called to wish you a happy bday and you were not there, and i now it is very past ( Read more... )

okie, so i never post ( Read more... )

fucked up
I MISS MY WHORE...VANI COME HOME...meeh wub joo....

so last night, reality struck and i hate it...i cried, and cried for a long time...i saw gilbert last night and i got to talk to him and i realized that its one of the last times im ever gonna see him...this is a tribute to gilbert, his eulogy if you will...he is the best friend i ever had (no offense guys) but i made him run, and no matter wut ( Read more... )

this is a post in search of the kimmie...if anyone has seen her or know her whereabouts..tell her to come out and play...stop spending all yer time with boy...boy can come out too...miss him too...im leaving in a week, ill be gone and still no kimmie...how sad...someone bring her back to me...::sniffle::

dont really have much to say ( Read more... )

missing you ( Read more... )

well well well, i finally post...i cant wait to BLOW THE FUCK OUT THIS JOINT...things are way too much for me to handle...between pyscho addiction, oversensitive insecurities, selfish assholes, lovesick romantics, scary overacheivers...i want out...i wanna come home...and be at peace....sit back, smoke a bowl with my baby...have him hold me and ( Read more... )