feel as though i am complete but still missing one crucial element that would make this feeling permenent ( Read more... )

what a day.
the mall with alex was awhhsome.
prom dresses=ohsoPRETTY.

i want to go to prom.
just so i can have that dress.

i hate myself right now.
i could not have handled this situation any worse.
i wish i could skip school tomorrow.
i do NOT want to be there right now.
but there's no way.
you all know me ...

what the HELL is wrong with me>

what what's wrong with him? does he have no soul? he can't! he does not care about anybody but himself.

My head is exploding with feelings of boredom, no one understands just how plain life seems to be. I just wanna run-run get outta this place, I don't wanna be here in this small town anymore. I don't wanna deal with everyone's bullshit. Why can't we just learn to party without all of the problems. I just wanna hate-hate whoever i want to, i don't ( Read more... )

I Hate Being SickBeing sick is a drag ( Read more... )

i hate feeling confused.
cause that's how i feel right now.
at least . . .

i think.
see, i don't even know myself.
shit.

damn.
what the hell is this feeling?

i am hurting inside everytime i see him.

i do not like it.
i do not like this feeling.
if this is "love" than it fucking sucks.
it shouldn't hurt this bad . . .

it's every day
i'm in this place
i feel this way
i feel the same
it's every day
i'm in this place
i feel this way
i feel the same

i can't NOT see ( Read more... )

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

Forever you'll always be
on my mind and in my dreams
even though you're far away
my feelings for you would always be the same
i feel so alone without you here
if only i was there
instead of here in my room
thinking about how miserable life is without you
all the boys i've seen or ever been with
are all the same but with you its differentdeep down ( Read more... )

So I realize that I don't really write things that REALLY come from ME. They are always songs or poems or whatev. I know you people must think I am crazy but they really give me a way to . . . vent.

But maybe this will give you all a better picture of the way Rachel is . . .

So I am going to write to you all.

I am so super excited! Then again, ( Read more... )