ok so its quite apparent now....and it sucks...royally sucks but hey it means i just have to deal with it and move on so iam gonna try liking other girls and i think that i may have had some luck cause ive known who sam was for a while but i didnt really know her well heres my chance to get to know her cause maybe in a while we could date so that ( Read more... )

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so tonite started fantastic i danced and had a great time...then when it was time for the last dance the person that had promised me the last dance left and was like i owe you one...she can never pay me back cause theres not another dance we can do togather...i dont think she can begin to comprehend how bad she hurt me. i cried for the last 10 ( Read more... )

ok so today started great i had a good day at school...then its when i got home that it got bad....so i find out uncle john died. next i talk to sheila and we talk about whats been going on in our lives...then i go to see my dad and we get in a shouting argument over the phone then i go to talk to him and person and it almost goes to fists...that ( Read more... )

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so today i played friggen phenominal in net i was a wall it was fucking sweet. the moving my arms a ton helped me 10 fold i can fell stuff again. its good stuff. so then theres this whole dance thing i wasent sure i wanted to go then i got asked so i guess i gotta go though. the girl iam going with is nice though and has been my friend since she ( Read more... )

so tonite i got shocked while i was at work doing some electrial work for the store...a line that we shut off was still live and i went to change the breaker and got zapped...fun fun right...so my arms are numb from that.... theres that and terri asked me to coming home so i said id go with her. it should be fun. well now iam going to bed cause iam ( Read more... )

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