OMFG JOHN IS HOME AND IN GOOD SPIRITS!!!! i was so happy to see him i had to keep from crying it was soooo good to see him. we talked for a few minutes but then i had to get evan home so unfortunatly i had to not decline his offer to stay and kill a case of beer with him. ill get a chance iam sure. hes so strong its amazing i dont think i come ( Read more... )

i went for an opinion...and i got one but it raised questions which ultimtley might have led to her getting into trouble. i hope that she dosent hate me seeing as we had just made things alright this afternoon. i hope she dosent hate me for asking her moms opinion cause i thought i was gonna lose her. i mean indirectly yah its my fault but i am not ( Read more... )

THIS IS MAKING ME A WRECK I DONT KNOW I F IAM GONNA LOSE HER OR NOT!!! i cant stand the idea of not being by her side. I love her so much and was so damn stupid to think like i did. I Love you Whitney...I...well i hope we can work things out. cause thats all i care about is knowing you and me are ok.

Iam so dumb its not even fucking funny...for a grand total of 3 seconds i thought somthing and it may have cost me the dearest person to me. I know she cares and i should never have lost sight of that for the few seconds i did. Whit iam so sorry i hope you can forgive me. Guys I love her so much its been a short time but i cant see myself without ( Read more... )

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so saturday i went to ohio to get my roster slot back so i could play in the hockey tournament this summer but i unfortunalty was not able to do so. i wanted my spot back but my grades werent good enough and the kid i had to go against tied me in the skills test so only our grades were the tie breaker...his were better. so i wont get my slot back. ( Read more... )

so harry potter came out last night another movie i must add to my list of must sees... ummm work blew last night cause we stayed open an hour later and were hella busy (damn sales). well i gotta go ill see yall at school.

the pain in my chest has vanished again...woo i think...but unfortuntaly iam sick...and so is the awesome girl i love. After my appointment today i went and saw her and shes worse off then i am which makes me feel bad cause i think i gave it to her. I also feel bad cause as i was leaving i stepped on her toes with my stupid big feet when i went to ( Read more... )

practice was good it rocked my socks but i was wiped after doing hurdles then going to the gym and lifting so i was wiped out. before that i saw whit. and after that i saw whit...i love that girl so much. well iam wiped out so iam going to bed. night yall.

matt

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