i cant stop crying...i love her so much and she said she loves me...then why why is this happening. I dont understand i feel like i did somthing horribly wrong. i just hope this month ends quickly and things get fixed. cause right now ive been put on hold and it hurts to know ur someones number 2 cause she wants to look elsewhere. iam gonna go out ( Read more... )

today was ok i am so effing tired thought its not even funny and i have 3 more straight days of this work school thing...ugh...anyways life is decent on the homefront and and incredible on the love front. iam so happy right now that i often wonder how i got by before. iam so glad shes in my life. i love her so much ( Read more... )

so over the last 3 days of break i hungout with a few of my friends spent time with my love (god i thank you for her shes awesome). Had an off day bowling which sucked. i also worked for the first time in a week yesterday. (exciting right) on the note of life with my girlfriend iam so incredably in love its not even funny. shes so pretty that it ( Read more... )

so tonite was crazy i dont even know how to start...i feel like i got forgotten by the person who matters most to me. i know she didnt mean to or didnt realize she was doing it but its done and over so iam over it. ended up being a d.d. so everyone knows i was totally sober...fun right...and then at the end of the fucking night i had to do a little ( Read more... )

ok so lately ive been busy but a recap of late is that on christmas eve i saw my family and was the first person to respond to react to a car accident which a lady wrapped herself around a telephone pole she was plasterd so yah...umm then theres my lovely girlfriend i love her so much even though there are times like when on the day after christmas ( Read more... )

ive realized somthing....shes too good for me...she could have anyguy yet she settles for me...i dont fully understand it but i thank god for blessing me with so much more then i deserve. i love her so much its incredible how she stole my heart. i dont know what id do without her. well off to pass out in bed land for me...later home skillets ( Read more... )

OMG I GOT HER IN SO MUCH TROUBLE ITS...WELL BOTH OUR FAULT BUT HOW A PARENT WOULD VIEW IT IS ITS MY FAULT...ok so maybe we were making out and maybe there was groping...but i swear my luck with god is the worst...aug had to wake up...had to walk to the li ving room and see that her daughter and i where making out...{of course matt this is just your ( Read more... )

I cant help but feel breathless...when i see her. she cares so much and asks for little from me. i was so glad to see her today. since my injury at work saturday i hadent seen her. well today i was cleared to drive so i went to see her after my medicne wore off...woah what a trip...i hate that feeling...this is why ill never ever willingly do drugs ( Read more... )

i wonna hug her...for being so good to me.

so my girlfriend is on house arrest...i kinda feel like its my fault...her mom was freaking out and she told me to leave so i did but i cant help but feel like i abandond her...i cant blame her if she feels that way.i guess the best i can do is find a way to make up for it and see if she feel that i did. whitney i love you so much...u have no idea ( Read more... )