Yay i had cosmotology today! It wasn't very fun, but i got acrylics on my nails. sweeeeeeet!! Alyssa is in my class now. yay! Liz and i were supposed to go out today, but it didn't work out ( Read more... )

ok, the person that commented in my last entry said they want me to tell everyone my philosphy on life. so...here it goes. But, you have to understand that i was in a really bad time in my life when i said this ( Read more... )

hey! today was my first day of school. It was kind of tough. My teacher matt said that he'll give people 15 minutes to talk to me about where i was and blah blah blah. I hated it! I dont really like that much attention, and i didnt really want that much people to know. But, I really did miss jimmy!! Hes my buddy:o)

Ahhh my dads so old!! He turns a half a century old today!! We're having a small party here with just my neighbors. My friend is coming over, and my brothers are have some people coming over.  I get to make the cake :o) i love doing that!!

so wear me like a choker around your throat
i'll weigh you down
and watch you choke
you look so good in blue

okay. Here's the story about the "i cant take this anymore" entry. Well, my mom had to refill my prescriptions for my meds. The seryquil (a mood stabilizer) was supposed to have 60 pills in it and there were 14 in the bottle. My parents assume that i took them to kill myself later. They said that they were going to put me back into inpatient!! I ( Read more... )

WE'RE GOING TO THE SUPERBOWL BABYYYY!!!

you're just as stupid as the rumors you believe

I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey, today was really tough for me, a bunch of mixed emotions i guess. I got discharged from rockford and i was happy about that, then i think how im going to miss all the staff so much. Then on one hand im happy to go back to school, but then I realized thats where a lot of my problems started. I got to say goodbye to ms.amana, i'm happy about ( Read more... )

tonight was real intense. Liz and I were at Matt and Kelli's house and we were talking about, kinda my whole life. We hit some real hard subjects for me to talk about and i just wanted to cry. But, i feel better. I love them so much, and i dont know where id be with out them, or my whole church. xoxo