Yay for self-analysis....only not.

[stormiboi69]

So, what the hell is the point in longing for someone when I don't have the balls to do anything about it?  No, I don't mean a particular person, but just a someone (I swear that makes sense).  I heard on tv tonight that, "failure is a result, not a cause."  It's equally applicable here, substituting the "failure" for "diffidence" or some similar

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[sweet_stillness]

Why is it that you and I never talk about what is really bothering us to each other? We dance around the idea, sure, like I knew you were having issues sleeping and you knew from my away message the other night that I was upset, but we never really talk to each other about what is really eating us. Is it because we don't want to burden each other with the odd musings of our minds or is it because we'd rather sit in blissful ignorance of our own problems when we are together? I'd like to think that we enjoy our time so much that we don't want to spoil it with life problems, et cetera. Unless of course, I'm crying on your bed and you're playing with my hair and just letting me cry, without telling me things will be okay because you know that drives me crazy when people do that. And as for the show making you so happy, maybe that's what you really should be doing instead of building stuff anymore. Sometimes we surprise ourselves with what we enjoy, but it's up to us to choose that path in order to make ourselves happy.