FUCK

Seriously, just ... fuck.

12 days. I absolutely can't wait. I have to keep my excitement down to a dull roar though because Matt is being all mopey about leaving Ohio. He keeps making all kinds of excuses not to go. Yesterday he was telling me that we picked a bad month to move because there's ice & snow on the roads in February and it's going to be dangerous and we should ( Read more... )

It may just be my opinion, but telling someone they're beautiful, in another language, without them knowing the language fluently, and being 5,000 miles away, makes you a rockstar.

Sometimes, your life is so much of a train wreck that you just can't look away. I was going back in this journal searching for something specific that spawned out of a 3 hour conversation tonight and I realized that a majority of the time I kept journals, my life was a train wreck. Honestly. And when I go back and look for something specific, I ( Read more... )

I swear I am alive. I really am. Things have been an up and down roller coaster lately so to speak so once again I slacked on writing. What has been going on? Well, another one of our friends dropped out of Holly's bridal party (she has been replaced so it's okay now) and that caused Holly to freak out. I had an interview with Holly's company two ( Read more... )

Things are, I think, worked out for the most part. No discussion was really had concerning the topic other than me telling him I couldn't sleep the night before because I thought he was mad at me and him apologizing for that. Elisabeth doesn't want him in my life. She thinks that he has intentions other than being my friend but I don't think that's ( Read more... )

Denial is a funny thing. The way our minds have the ability to convince us that things are the complete opposite of what they actually are is an even funnier thing. I am completely okay with the fact that you are concerned enough to point out every single flaw in my life and force me to realize the truth. Believe it or not, I am actually grateful. ( Read more... )

After a two year hiatus it is time to start writing again... most entries will be private so if you want to read everything you will need to either add me as a friend (and have me add you as well) or create an account for this very purpose. There are just some things that are going to come out of my mouth that do not need to be very public...

So I am officially freaking out. I've been trying to get in touch with alumni relations since I graduated so I can transfer my forwarding email address. I hear nothing for a few weeks and finally this lady gets back to me and asks for some basic information and I provide it. Then she emails me back telling me that she can't find my name on the list ( Read more... )

I am so glad everyone else is enjoying their memorial day weekend. I'm sitting at work. Bored. Really bored. And I can't leave until 1:15am if I don't book these last four rooms which I probably won't book. Yay. Please kill me now.