Serenity Prayer
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and the wisdom to know the difference.

Caught up in a moment
a moment of anger and sadness
a moment of dissapointment and troublesome.

Caught up in the moment with no escape
I reach for some one to take hold and pull me from this hell
Looking on, they turn walking away
Leaving me in this place with no way out

I took my final exam yesterday in Statistics. After going home studying, spending Sat evening studying and 1/2 day Sun studying I took this damn thing. What happened I got a C on my exam. This was not good. It gave me a 79.8 in the class which is a C... I could really kick myself... I'm so dissappointed. I thought a B felt bad, but a C makes me ( Read more... )

If he ever decides to settle down and marry, the women he chooses will be extremely lucky. He truly is an amazing person. He is fun to be around, he's intelligent, he's adorable, he listens (even when you think he's not), he's loving and compassionate and a great friend. Just the great total package. The only down fall, he's a slob, but you know if ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a good day. I spent the day at the spa. Met someone that use to work with my old boss, Bob.. That was funny. We compared notes about my salon and hers ( Read more... )

Lack of sleep is hard to function with. I cried myself to sleep again last night, then after 4 hours I woke to cry for rest of the four hours I was suppose to be sleeping. I can't be any more alone than I am right now. But I would rather be alone than feel this miserable for the rest of my life. My feelings right now are those of frustration and ( Read more... )

I made dinner for my aunt and cousin last night. I thought it only to be fair since I stayed there Wed and Thurs. We had broiled Salmon, Garlic mashed potatoes, Sauted vegetables and a white wine cream and herb sauce to drizzle over the fish and potatoes. Yummy ( Read more... )

The seperation and divorce is more visible now. I noticed this morning, all pics of me had been removed from every room and placed in a pile in the library. Well all but the one in the master bedroom. And the pics of me that he had at work were in that pile as well. One the desk was the forms to complete to file for divorce. His part, already ( Read more... )

You always make me smile... thank you..

Walking through a field of greens, no one in sight except wildlife ( Read more... )