You know that feeling that you are being played but you can't figure it out? I have that one. I keep getting this feeling that he's doing something behind my back and it is frustrating because I don't know how to prove or disprove the situation. I come home from work to find things out of place from where I left them, him in bed sleeping, some ( Read more... )

Last night I felt as though I was going to find myself alone again. But then he came over and acted like nothing was wrong. This morning I didn't want to leave him. I just wanted to hold him and make him want to stay with me. I felt as though all I could do was cry. I didn't but I surely wanted to. I think part of my problem is that today is the ( Read more... )

Today was stressful. But with him near me tongiht, it makes up for that... Im glad I found him and he's apart of me.

Note for Today ( Read more... )

I need a night of peace and quiet. I need the phone not to ring, a bottle of wine, and a dark room. I need relaxation. I feel like im having a mental breakdown again.

Your horoscope
for Saturday, July 8:

Your inner Goody Two-shoes takes a nap, which is perfect, because your inner wild child wants to come out and play. You've had enough with finishing what's on your plate and doing what's good for you. It's time for fun!

What a horoscope.. lets see what I can get into.. HA!

So good news is always a good thing.. the latest treatment worked. no bad cells for the time being.. the bad news check ups every single month for 6 months... errrr... but thats def do-able ( Read more... )

im hurting, scared... all the mean things some one can say and the words chosen this time were that of honesty and they hurt the most. I am a regret, i failed as a wife, i am a dissapointment, and there is much better out there. I was a waist of 10 years. i am truly a horrable person. and although he calls me to tell me these things, i am the one ( Read more... )

I find myself in unfamiliar territory. Over the past two months I have been living alone. My husband moved out due to situation that was not of the pleasant kind. Typically I would discuss the things I hate about him, but not tonight. As I sit here alone, as I do every night have many thoughts going through my head ( Read more... )

Well the two weeks of silence in the house was great. Last night I came home from school to find him in my house. "Well, you see the place I was moving into I didn't like it, so I thought I could stay here until I found another one." You got to be kidding... Then at 5am he wants to talk... I don't think so.. Papers are being filled out, there is ( Read more... )