I actually had a really happy birthday maybe the second one in my whole life.  But this one was the best.  I took several days to figure out how I could make my day special and happy for me.  I decided to do what I like to do and makes me happy.  I like giving presents and So I had a lot of routine appointments that I have on every tues so I made ( Read more... )

Well I did the test not before having a total meltdown I know it is stupid but I just get into such a panic I had to actually take my medication to slow my heart rate down   Well this time it was only 145 bpm not the worst I have had  I just wish I could get rid of the pain in my head.  Well now just have practice guitar and type two paper  I think ( Read more... )

 Well it is 2 days till our birthday  and we still have to take our on-line test and type 2 papers tonight.  I get so damn anxious with test I know I know the stuff.  But I freeze up!!  And I can't remember a f---ing thing.  Well I suppose I better do the test and I need to practice my guitar I start up lesson again tomorrow and have not played in ( Read more... )

 I go to school full time and I work on an Ambulance.

It has been a long year this past March (2007) I got a propane posioning at my job and my life has not been the same since.  I have been in the Hospital 5 times and nearly died 3 times from allergic reactions to propane and similar chemicals.   Not to mention almost $5000+ in Allergy  testing .  My longtime friend and therapist left on medical ( Read more... )

I collect dolphins from around the world.  I love doing creative things. I am an accomplished artist. I draw, paint, design beadwork, and do beading, and I write poetry , I sew. And inbetween I am a single mom and I go to school full time.  My favorite color is pink and I am very resourceful.  I am looking to connect with people who love creating ( Read more... )