boy i tell you i hate the rain makes you so depressed. but other then that not much bret is still on 2nd shift and i hate it!!! well not really but i'm so board this week no kids to watch holly and chris are in FL. must be nice lol miss you guys!! so i'm not watching any kids this week and alexis is gone to school all day and the only school work ( Read more... )

well here it is and the end of the week is here and i think i have seen bret for a total of 10 min. since he moved to 2nd shift. boy i tell you this sucks but i guess we really cant fight now since we really dont see each other now lol but thats not the point i really do miss him and i just cant help it i know that i really dont show him enough but ( Read more... )

well here it is the beging of the week and its off to a bad start. bret has been moved to 2nd shift and now he will be home durnign the day !!!!!!!!!! no help me lol i mean ya this is ok i guess he wont be complaning that he has to get up at 3 in the morning or things like that and i can watch my shows in peice now. but this means that durning ( Read more... )

hey just a llittle update here not much new but men still suck bret is still being a butthead. i know that he hates his new job but why take it out on me ? i dont know but just sitting here watching tv and watching holly sleep alexis is in school ok guess thats all for now

hey its me agian. i just dont know what to do is it that time of the month for guys? boy i tell you i just dont know what to do anymore everything i do is wrong i dont work so i can stay at home with my kid and he has always stressed that i should do that but then he throws it in my face that i dont do anything. i mean being a stay at home mom you ( Read more... )

boy i tell you i am so heart broken over the red wings i cant belive that they lost last night!!! they are saying that it might have been stevie's ladt game as a wing!!! no way he can't leave he is our heart and soul of the team what would happen to us if he did leave? i dont even want to think about that one!!! i know that we are a great team and ( Read more... )

hey its me agian. just sitting here studing and trying to get the engery to clean house. the weekend went ok i guess. alexis went to a sleep over and bret and i spent some time together and i went out on sat night just to dinner with the girls. thats all got to see my nephew yesterday he has gotten so big!!!!!!! and is just still soooooooooooooo ( Read more... )

here is a cute pic of alexis and blake only two days old. too cute

hey its me again just to let you knoe that things here are kinda claming down. but just going crazy with all the kids and bret not really working i think i might kill him soon lol but anyway i forgot to tell you i went back to school and boy i tell you its nuts!!!! but i love it and i hope that you guys can come down soon now that nice weather is ( Read more... )

I know that it has been a while since i last wrote but i guess that i need to let off some steam. I just dont know what to do here the man that im with is drinking agian and i just cant take it anymore i mean i love him and all i just cant handle the drinking he becomes a total ass hole and i just want to beat the hell out of him and then he dosent ( Read more... )