It started off on Friday 13th, 2004. I got mad at Jason because of his lack of any feeling. He was all in to everything but giving me any kind of attention or acknowledgement. Which i got over as soon as i took my first shot of Tequilla. :) We played games, and had a good time. GOt shitty. Then he went to another bar called boogie nights, ( Read more... )

I am so confused and i have no one to talk to. So many people around me and i do not want to talk to any of them. I guess that is a part of getting older. Me, getting old. At almost 21. I am really looking forward to that. It is great ( Read more... )

When i wake up every morning and get to see his face, well his back, but you know ( Read more... )

I am only 19, and i feel like i am so much older. I have had to be more mature than my age my whole life, due to circumstances that called for such. And now, at 19, i have a job that ladies 35 or 40, have. I am a manager of an apartment complex. How crazed is that? It is funny that a girl of 19 can go from a job of a 19 year old, a cleaning ( Read more... )

A week ago my best friend and i were driving down broadway, trying to find some one to race, and we met this guy in a Chevy extreme named Curtis.. He in a little less than two weeks has become my best friend and Holly's fiance. Before him, i did not believe that i could be around a guy for so long and not want him to leave at least once.. I have ( Read more... )

For a few weeks now i have been trying to get this guy to come and see me from Austin, i live in Tyler..... And i can not get him here. Granted that it is interesting, but i really want him to come.. I think it flusters me because i am a very i want it now type of person,.. And he is keeping me in suspense.... I hate that. I like to be in ( Read more... )

HOw can a person be in love one moment with me ( Read more... )

For not knowing love, i long for and think about it a lot. It is a funny thought i guess, but i am a passionate person. SO, this being a topic of great passion for people, i think of it often. People are either in love wanting it or craving it. Those three. So, can a person be all at once ( Read more... )

Tonight i talked to a friend on line, and he convinced me to put my poetry on here. So here it goes. Oh, and he is going to come and see me for a moment of love in the middle of Nature ( Read more... )