Now that I have everyones attention... oh nevermind ( Read more... )

Good late evening everyone? I'm on my break at work... not a fan of the job i have and probably updating this isn't a safe thing to do... but it's w/e because i have nothing better to do than to get around work firewalls. I must head back into the lab in a second but before i return to my gauntlet of hell i should probably say a few things ( Read more... )

I had an epipjany on the way home from work tonight. It was quite refreshing actually. I'm coming home tomorrow night for my birthday on Friday. I'm very excited. I went to a concert last night with Sparky down in baltimore. We saw Linkin Park and most importantly.. COHEED AND CAMBRIA. You all know that coheed will always be my favorite band no ( Read more... )

I don't feel so alive anymore. I actually feel comatose. I'm not sure what is going on but my mind is kinda in it's own vicinity. I think i spelled that wrong but i don't care right now. Anywho. I think that this world is getting smaller. Too many people around me trying to be something they aren't because a select few around them are becoming more ( Read more... )

With time old wounds heal over and with time somethings don't seem as big as they were there. With time others grow happy and further more, everyone gets older. Time hasn't been much of a friend of mine lately. I'm building my life back up from the bottem. I've made some errors in my jounrey but I regret nothing. I learned valuable lessons from ( Read more... )

Friday I decided that i was going to do nothin. The crew and I went to the mall and then we we're like lets go to the ppol hall.. that got old quick ( Read more... )

So i'm not sure what's going on in my life right now. My job is so fucked that it makes a prostitute look like the virgin mary. My personal life is soo scrambled and confusing that i'd have better luck solving trigonometry questions in my sleep... Honestly do I just bring this on myself? I mean really? Is there a sign that follows above me that ( Read more... )

Well, Steph and I threw a party Friday night... well the cops decided to invite themselves. Not too fun. The party consisted of Steph, Sparky, Jake, Blain, Matt, Stewie, Missy, Zack, Aubrey, Antonio, and me. Fun night it was and you better believe i slept all day saturday. Fought with andy pretty much all weekend and his family as well. Bonfire ( Read more... )

Last Night was quite possibly a night spent in hell. I got into another fight with andy andwell it didn't go well. I confronted him on another topic and he lied straight to my face. Now the only question is:

What am i going to do now?

A scar means that the hurt is over ( Read more... )