so it's basically been forever since i've updated this journal. i have been extremely busy lately. swim is over now, so i have a little bit more freetime. but not much ( Read more... )

wow. i haven't updated in so long. i've been really busy though. swim takes over my life every year from nov-feb. so unless you swim or have a class with me, you don't see me during those months. lol ( Read more... )

wow. practice was so hard today. i know i say it a lot, but i'm serious about this one. coach j honestly tries to kill us. we get there and find out we are doing 20 100's. now it wouldn't be THAT bad if she hadn't added the part where we couldn't go more than 6 secs. over our best time EVER on a 100. ever, meaning section times too. so mine is like ( Read more... )

we had our first "official" swim meet last night. in boonville. we beat them. no scratch that, we killed them. i feel bad for them though because they don't have many swimmers to begin with so there were a lot of events they had no one in. but of course memorial crushed us. they are insane. they have so many people. there was almost always three ( Read more... )

there are so many things running through my head. im so confused. i love this boy to death, but we just can't seem to work things out. we've been through so much together..we can't just throw that all away. too many memories. our break up had nothing to do with not loving each other enough or liking someone else. we have so much to work out before ( Read more... )

yes, i'm sure everyone knows. a tragedy sticked southern indiana. at 2am on sunday morning some families lost everything that had worked for. not only houses were destroyed, but lives as well. it makes you think, tomorrow is never promised. at these times i can feel myself growing closer to God, because i know he does these things for a reason. it ( Read more... )

last night was probably the best night ever. i had soooo much fun. after practice i went home and got ready and michelle, kaleigh, and katelyn picked me up and we went out to dinner. we seriously didn't stop laughing the whole time we were there. hahaha. "fine i'll go last, it's not that big of a deal. goosssh." hahaha. wow. we're so mean ( Read more... )

this week has been rediculous. i've been so stressed out i can't think straight. it is the last week of the grading period so i've been focusing on my grades like crazy. i have a buttload of homework everynight. swim practice is from 5-6:30 this and next week. so i have an hour in between school and practice. when i get home at 7 or after, i eat ( Read more... )

halloween is a pretty cool holiday. although i wish it was always during the weekend so we could stay out late. but i still got to see my friends, so i won't complain ( Read more... )

i just got home from working nut night at my church. it was pretty rockin. there was a buttload of people there. little kids are so cute. and little ian was a candy corn. awwww ( Read more... )