Fuck I've noticed That I never really right like details in here. So i'll tell you all about my weekend..

FRIDAY

• Okay i hung out with Kathryn and johnny but some drama happened between us and kathryn so we just lef
• So me and johnny went to Walldens and was suppose to see a fight, but we didnt.. it was lame
• Yeah then I realized i had no way of ( Read more... )

LiTlePinkStars96: wait
LiTlePinkStars96: hey u know heather and david talk right?
LiTlePinkStars96: and he denied the shit out of you
LiTlePinkStars96: he said that yall don't talk no more
LiTlePinkStars96: and that he dont hardley ever even talk to you
RzrbldexRomancex: yeah i know i blocked his number
LiTlePinkStars96: ohh
LiTlePinkStars96: thats fucked ( Read more... )

OKay so i still talk to David even though i defenitly said i would stop, i did stop smoking ciggerettes..still smoke pot, always will...but yeah so anywho

ME AND PEANUT ARE ON A BREAK

..yeah and i have a crush on someone..again

Damnit..I need to really think things through...even though i know in like 4 years none of ( Read more... )

im am so efffin blazed :-) everything will spin tonight!

okay so today i hung out with peanut..AGAIN..lol were fucking always togather, whats weird is that it dosnt annoy me. Yeah well im feeling kinda mixed feelings like happy but horriably sad..I dont know, Peanut just told me he "loves" me and i want to say it back, but i cant for the simple fact that i love david and i always will..maybe i should ( Read more... )

I FEEL LIKE IM GONNA FUCKING DIE

...I want him and i can't lie

...But even my friends can see where im going wrong

...Seriously the time i visit him and he dosnt even make an effort to see me

oh and peanut..hmm  i knew this was gonna happen, what goes up must come down..right?

Remeber how i always find ( Read more... )

yeah so i spent like my whole weekend with peanut, it was so much fun except last night at shellys house (some 30 year old, that everyone calls mom) yeah well she fucking like flipped out on me saying i had no personality...im not sure what all she said because i was out..plus i was fucking stoned out of my mind and nigger ben said that she was all ( Read more... )

Okay..Right not im getting ready to go hang out with peanut..and im listing to the new blink182 cd, and wow..THERES NO WAY AND HELL I CAN FORGET ABOUT DAVID...its not possiable, its not..i f u c k i n g love.him

yes I LOVE DAVID SACKMAN...and theres nothing neither of us can do about it

I always thought i could just get over him, nope..not at ( Read more... )

Im going out with peanut :-), and i love it
( Read more... )

hmm...

I feel...

1. Dismembered
2. Alone
3. bored with my life
4. unwanted by what i want
5. anxious for  nothing