so... i'm frustrated. i'm restless. i'm tired of this moody bullshit. i'm tired of this 75 - 80% wicked. is that selfish? i feel like i got the right. but feelings are transient as hell. so lemme think this through ( Read more... )

valentine's day is stupid. like, seriously, it's stupid. megan has to work today, till pretty late. it's inconvenient as hell to do anything today, but still... it's valentine's day. so now we have to. i don't get why chicks take this shit so seriously. she says, "i don't take it seriously, but it's nice, y'know, when... you have a boyfriend ( Read more... )

why is it that girls always have this need to express how many guys happened to hit on them during the span of time i wasn't around? tellin' me about every time some guy thought they maybe had a chance with you is like me telling you every time i checked out a girl on the street. i check out girls about as often as a pretty girl gets hit on. you ( Read more... )

they found me dyin', lyin' on my death bed/ it was just a minor set back, the get back would impress them/ i took the time to contemplate my sins and confess them/ made naked the wounds of my soul and dressed them ( Read more... )

I got off work earlier than expected today. I got home and didn't know what to do. I had a meeting for playground later on in the evening, but I had two hours in the middle there where I didn't have to do anything. The last few weeks I've been out on the go just about every second that I was awake. I came home to chill and felt and like I ( Read more... )

as kids, the blissful ignorance of impossibility inspires our imaginations to create the most amazing fantasies. becoming an adult, i've come to realize, is the process of turning those fantasies into reality -- the hope of dreams we've had as kids mapping the path by which we reach what our better judgment (read: cynicism) usually classifies as ( Read more... )

him: hey, so before i forget (pulls out a cheque, hands it to me)... here ( Read more... )

today was day 4 at Whitespace and i'm now officially ahead. i'm killing shit. today was also the first day that i worked for both Whitespace and ICICI at the same time. it's damn near 2 in the morning. i gotta be up in 6 hours for work. that's just enough sleep. i'm still nice. i also managed to catch the raptors game and have a quick convo ( Read more... )

my dad always told me, "when you grow up and enter the work force, you'll know what life is really like." he was wrong, of course, life is really like whatever you happen to be living at the time, but my dad sometimes means very different things from what he says. you see, the tone of voice he used when he said those words, said something very ( Read more... )

I GOT A NEW JOB ( Read more... )